im not ready

yow.. waddap? i wish everything is okay...
im not ready..... honestly, im not ready saying im on my way being a woman... im serious. i just registered to some university for being a new student....hm... time flies away and so fast. if i could turn back the time, surely, i want! i want go back to kindergarten, repeat those beautiful and free moment without thinking 'what would i be' or similarly like that. im just, oh im going 19th? blog, here i write i truly feel... im not ready im not ready im not ready... im not ready to leave this free times T____________________________T