is it stress? oh i called it ENVY

hell-o people!!!!! im not sure there is someone read my blog hahaha...but i dont care, i just want to write here. you should know when im writing this post my hands are moving too fast. i got too many news that makes me shock. too shocking i think. first, i have a question for my own self, why i always interest with handsome girl(s)? fuck ya!!! dont think im lesbian, for sure, IM NOT! im a normal, i still interest with boy, also their sexy body(?) hahaha. its not funny though, but im serious, im not a lesbian.. im still waiting for someone, im not sure he knows that im waiting for him. okay do not galau, hahahaha. but why there are a lot of handsome girls in this world???? only God knows hahaha. second, HELL-O MY FRIENDS ARE GOING TO MARRY!!! and LOT OF FRIENDS ALREADY MARRIED AND HAVE BABIES..... and me? IM SINGLE. ya!!!! thats why the tittle of this post is ENVY. im envy with them, so much. i have no reason to say im not happy to see my friends found their mates. oh, like heaven is coming to you right? but i think i shouldnt too envy with them. marry in this age? im still going to 19. am i going to do what mom did? mom married with dad on that age, 19, then their wedding just can reach 10years i think. see? i think im not going to marry in this age, or 20 or 21... i think 25 is good enough. oh i think thats all that i want to share hahaha..... now im thinking what would i wear to friend's wed party... i have no idea....


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